Now when you hear the "D" word most people would think divorce but not to a military wife that dreaded "D" word is deployment. The "D" word as hit our household within the last week or so ( it added to the horrible cough that is plaguing this house as well.)
Cody will be leaving to play in the sandbox soon, We know somewhat of a date but I will not post it or even tell people due to OPSEC ( its basically the hush hush rule in the miltary.) All I will say is around the end of the month there will be one less person in this house for 6 to 7 months. I am sad that Cody won't be here for Kalab's birth but as we decided I would rather have him miss the younger part of his life then when he is learning all the milestones which if he didn't go now he would miss during a later deployment. My family will be comming to help me ( and that means Amber too if I have to tell my parents to pack her in a suitcase and sent her she will be comming I miss my niece and I guess I miss my sister too but just a little bit :D )with the birth and a few weeks after. Cody might even be able to watch the whole birth via webcam lucky him huh.
Now I have had many people ask me how I am feeling about this and as for right now I am doing ok , it hasn't really hit me all together as of yet but give me a few weeks and I know it will. I know I am going to miss him like crazy even the times when he drives me nuts to the point I want to scream and pull out my hair. Cody explained to Maddie that he is leaving for a while but I don't she quite understands right now which is ok Im not sure how much she will really understand of it but I am going to make sure she knows what is going on and daddy will be home in a short time. Kane on the other hand, I told Cody he is going with him I will even go buy him a flack jacket. Kane would have all those guys to play with it would be like heaven for him. Cody thought I was joking when I told him but he will realize otherwise when he gets a HUGE package that says live animal on it LOL.( Im kidding he is staying here with me, he is the protector of the family well he thinks he is.)
I am hoping with school, Maddie , Kalab and Kane I will stay busy and this deployment will fly by. Im just not looking forward to be begining.